This week has been one of extreme frustration, stress, and a lot of studying. My week began with a Bible test, a paper due in Developmental Psychology, and a quiz in Spanish. Wednesday I had to give a 5 minute speech and take a quiz in Communications. Today I had an English paper due, and tomorrow I have a Communications test!! I am glad that the worse of the week is over and am looking forward to a fun weekend.
There are many days that I wake up and feel like all I want to do is crawl back into bed and just sleep all day. I have been pretty homesick lately and wish that I could be with my family…or to go to South Carolina. I miss my Aunt Kristina and Lily, Marielle, and Paisley. I hate that they are so far away and that I don’t know when I will see them next.
Most days I find myself stuck in doubt and frustration not knowing what I am supposed to do or say. God has surely been testing my patience and my commitment the past few weeks. I have spent a lot of time in prayer and in my Bible trying to figure out what God is trying to teach me.
Tomorrow (Friday) I leave to go up to Big Bear for the All Campus Retreat. This is a great weekend to get to know people better without the stresses of homework and the world around us. All of us (students) are split up into CARE (Covenant, Accountability, Responsibility, Encouragement) groups. We meet with our groups every other week during chapel. I love CARE groups!! It is an awesome time of fellowship and prayer with other students. Part of the retreat is a bunch of games where the different CARE groups compete against each other. Each group is given a color to wear. It’s a fun way to have some friendly competition and group bonding time. I will be writing a blog when I get back from the retreat about all that happens.